Ain't ok...

Hubby and I finally talked but still I couldn’t tell if we’re okay. He have some issues about me being too selosa, too onion-skinned and this I can’t accept --- me staring at a guy in the church last Sunday *gasp*. It was unimaginable and I just couldn’t contain my rage. Of course I did not stare at a certain guy--- there were a lot of people then and I was looking randomly at a bunch of them. I couldn’t even remember the guy he was referring to.

But at least we’re talking now. But of course, the issues are still to be resolved. I don’t know but something’s not right. I’m really scared if we continue to have these little fights. It’s something that I’m not really used to and I’m not good in this battle. I get too emotional and I easily shed tears.

Anyway, life won’t be easy and we’ll be faced with a lot of tempest in this marriage.

I just hope and pray we’ll survive all these trials that we are facing right now and those that are yet to come. *sigh*


I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you