False alarm

I thought I was pregnant...I've missed my period for more than a month. I was so excited and at the same the thought of being preggy again already sink into my system. I tried avoiding alcohol and I had an excuse for eating too much. I was so happy since I've been dreaming about having another baby this year and besides Alex deserves to have a li'l brother or sister --- she's already 3 years old. Earl has been singing Sevendust song "This Life" --- it has lyrics about a father singing a song for a baby. BUT, unfortunately or should I say fortunately, I had my period last Friday...gosh, I don't know but a part of me was SAD. Maybe it's not the proper time yet...I hope it's gonna be soon.